I was too young when I first realized that I’m not like other kids, I could draw EXACTLY the same cartoon hunged behind my teacher in the classroom, while my friend sitting next me was struggling to draw a circle! After I grew up I was still using pencil and just pencil to draw! I don’t know why I was afraid of using colors and other techniques to do what I love most! same for Oil based colors! These were my biggest fear!
You may think that someone talented that can draw, had never felt weak in front of his painting tools! Well, guess what?! I did feel weak ! I even didn’t have the courage to try it! May be because I was afraid of failing? That I may paint an ugly painting! Art is about beauty! I should paint or draw beauty! No ugliness was allowed!
Life is like the ocean that can have calm waves sometimes, and angry ones by the time that you don’t expect it at all! Life has thought me to “face my fear” to “turn my fears into courage” and that ugliness is just the surface! You need to dive under that surface to appreciate it really! And that no one is perfect! Make mistakes and lurn from them!
So, one day, in 2015, I have done some shopping and guess what? I bought my first oil painting colors along with some painting knives and brushes ✨
Yes! Not just brushes! Knives Lol
I think I felt it was time to change the gear and move on!😊
This is one of my oil paintings, it isn’t perfect, I know, but it has my sincere feelings in every stroke in it!
Tell me what do you think of this humble work, your feedback means a LOT for me.
🌷Thanks for reading and have a wonderful time🌷